Frame 24: Halloween marks the first second

Welcome to 00:00:01 in my textual film

Today is Halloween. The day when everyone can be themselves.
No one thinks less of you. Except me.
I judge you, all of you.
I shouldn't, its a habit.
I am working on fixing it.
But if you would all work on the things I judge you on, I wouldn't have to judge you.
I can pick out where most people will end up.
Not me though, I don't know where I'll be.
That's how I want it though.
Just like this.
Are you judging me?
I am sure you are, there are things I do that bother you all...
They probably bother me too, I will add them to the list.
For Halloween today I think I will be a Environmentalist.
I will wear an organic tee shirt, and put a Gore sticker on my bike.
Why would they have ever made Gore bumper stickers... kind of ironic... hypocrite.
Tomorrow I will wash the Tee shirt in some pollutant...

Halloween is only one day. I will actually be something I am not.

- Signed
I'll add it to the list.

Frame 23

These posts weren't about you.

I never created this for you.

It is mine.

So no need to decode.

They are for a different purpose.

- signed
noteverythingisaboutyou.com

Frame 22

Dear Instrument I will never be good at,

I am ready.
Lets concentrate.
Lets finally put all of our effort into this.
Lets make this work.
Lets do some work so we can reach our goals.
I have been lazy.
I want to make something that will make people say "wow".
Like when I was in high school.
I never want to go back to high school.
Ehhh, it wasn't that bad.
Needless to say I am not going back.
I am too busy, making things.
Prospecting to make things that is, sorry.

- Signed my past self.

Frame 21

-Audience

There has been something creeping up on me lately.
A realization.
A conformation of something I believed when I was in single digits.
Four days ago I was riding my bike when I let out the hugest smile in months.
I let out a smile for the single reason that in that moment I was ecstatic.
I was so happy to just be alive.
Enjoying this day.
Feeling the cold wind against my face and the sun against my pupils.
I was brand new.
I was reassured of every question I had ever had.
There was no need for an explanation, it was given.

-Thank you.

signed,
Susan and Chris' son.

Frame 20

Dear alter girl

Stories of days passed seem so distant.
These are not stories that make me wait.
As days go on and my dreams list becomes thinner
and my goals list is made basically for beginners I sit and wonder
where yours lie.
When wardrobe changes and cues are no longer in your script.
When you have gone through so many stage hands that you
wonder what your forte is, your genre.
It's not like you to be typecast.
Will you prioritize when you are all done?
Or will you die in a transition.

- Darwin.

Frame 19

Dear Herbivore.

I don't think you know what you're doing.
You are in a church.
You might not know it yet, but its true.
Its more than a church, Tyler is in one.
You don't even believe in god?
How can you go to church if you don't believe in god??
It's more than a church I am sorry.
You're too young to be taking pills everyday.
You're to old to have fancy versions of cartoon shells.

signed yours truly,
Carnivore